There is no shortcut, fast way or bypass to this. Once you discover the truth, it may hurt. It will turn your world upside down, you will re-evaluate the people you once considered close and your outlook on things will never be the same. But you are discovering who you truly are and all the gifts you have to offer to the world. Keep on exploring your truth! It will set you free. And it will help everyone else in discovering theirs, as well.