This post took a while to complete because I myself was forced to work with it while exploring all facets of it through my senses and my body. I didn’t even know this chakra existed until I was guided to look at it and the vast potential that lies in activating and balancing it out. I went through the highest of highs and lowest of lows for you all of you to open up to it and experience it on a whole new level and so that I would be able to tell you about it.
Two weeks ago I went to Nashville and my life was never to be the same. What was intended to be a trip combining pleasure and work ended up being one of the most eye-opening experiences of my life. Nashville is a very heart-chakra based city. How much this was so, I had no idea until I was facing all the little nuggets of truth that came through. I knew I had hit an emotional wall in my life, I just didn’t know where to go next. So I went to Tennessee on Valentine’s Day and a whole new world opened up to me. I discovered the chakra that lies in between the solarplexus and heart chakra and that was exactly the one that came through and needed work. Not the heart chakra, but a very different chakra, connected to a plethora of your energetic power and shortcomings.
So we are not progressing to the heart chakra in this post. We are first talking about the Sacred Heart Chakra, which lies right in below the heart chakra, above your chest bone and a little bit to the left. The Sacred Heart Chakra is your bridge between self-love and manifestation. I had no idea how much work I needed to get done on it until I was guided to acknowledge it first. There was literally an energetic hole in this area, that’s how much I had neglected this part of my soul body. I was told to work with this chakra by using Moldavite, a high-vibrational crystal, which I had previously used on my third eye. Wearing Moldavite above this spot of my body changed everything. I started taking my power back. I acknowledged all the toxic people in my life. I was faced with all feelings of unworthiness and unloveableness, which I had harvested throughout this lifetime and many previous ones. I kept encountering people and signs on my day-to-day life, which gently forced me to peel back yet another layer of the spiritual, emotional and mental onion I saw myself as.
These past two weeks were perhaps the most intense but also eye-opening weeks of my life. Never ever had I doubted myself so much and felt so much pain than during the first week. All of the scenarios that were taking my power away were presented to me on a silver platter during my daily meditations. Toxic ex-boyfriends, who had downplayed me, abused me, cheated on me. Jealous friends in my close circle, who could not fathom how I was even making money off the things I do now. Acquaintances, who had pointed out several things that bothered me now (scenarios I thought I had completely forgotten about). A friend’s child, who showed me how to love myself again. Scenario after scenario kept piling up, leaving me mortified and hurt at first and then forcing me to work through these scenarios step by step.
The first week was perhaps the most painful one in terms of reflections and what came through of how little I thought of myself. All the people, who were once a part of my life and who I was slowly letting go or had already let go, were basically just a reflection of my inner self and all the feelings I had towards myself, be in this lifetime or others.